Lucky

people dont say thank you enough. they dont take the time to notice all the things that are wonderful about the world. i see the good and for that i am thankful. 

so this post is about me making my own luck: about my choices, my path, my destiny. my advice... keep individuals in your life that help to make you a better person. i do.

good morning dmv

goooood morning sunshines! i end every night by saying goodnight moon... yes JUST like the book. so i thought i would start today with a big stretch of my arms, a yawn, and a good morning sun. theres nothing better than starting the day reading one of my best friends blogs... (insert plug for ashleys blog here) and ichatting with one of my other best friends brittany. plans for today are.... go eat lunch with brett, hang out maybe w tommy or brittany, the dance concert at blake so we can heckle the little kids, and finally sex and the city movie w the girls :) at my house. i doubt the day will follow that schedule but its nice to have an itinerary just in case. 

yesterday britne and kelly met ash, india, and i at bwb then we went back to bkirks house and listened to the terrible singing of manyyyy individuals. haha now, im not gonna claim im talented in music... because that would DEFINITELY be a lie, but i will say, i know im bad. its good that american idol was on because otherwise the people downstairs would have known we werent impressed.... which is an understatement. lol! then we attempted to learn the birdwalk... we got pretty good at it but then it got complicated so we started crumping instead... now i say WE but i dont crump so really i was just observing the girls haha. look for a hott dance on one of our youtubes one of these days. maybe people will like it more than the cant wang with it dance........... haha doubtful. 

done.

im officially done... like i swear i am. and i dont make up my mind to change it alot. I hate change. i always have but i absolutely will not be made to look dumb. i deserve SO much better. im FAR too smart, driven, beautiful, and loyal for this. I always let him walk back into my life. if i were carrie from sex and the city then he is my mr. big. 

Carrie: you do this every time. every time. what do u have some kind of radar: carrie might be happy its time to sweep in and shit all over it? 

Mr. Big: what? no no look, i came to tell you something i made a mistake... you and i...

Carrie: YOU AND I NOTHING. you can not do this to me again. you can not jerk me around. 

Mr. Big: carrie listen. it is different this time

Carrie: its never different. its 6 years of never being different. but this is it i am done. dont call me ever again. forget you know my number... in fact: forget you know my name. 

Heres the clip on youtube.... so go watch it

well in my case its like 3 years of never being different. but i solemnly swear he will never again walk in and derail and dismantle EVERYTHING. its like i can be completely happy... and i sabotage it for this person. I ruin everything always... 

one of my favorite books is called perks of being a wallflower. everyone go buy it. in it has these quotes 

1) "We accept the love we think we deserve"

and

2) "He's my whole world." "Dont ever say that about anyone again. Not even me."

so with that said... i deserve better and will not accept love that is just not good enough for me. i dont want to settle so i wont. im strong enough to stand on my own two feet... no one person is my whole world: kat williams told me to get in touch with my star player and now i have. i will never be so trusting again. I am not broken im not even sad. Just determined to move on... 

YES THEIR GROWING

well i've been biting my nails since i could chew... but not any moreeeeeee! i guess i picked up the habit from my dad. when i was a kid i did anything in my power to stop. i tried wearing band-aids, painting my nails, putting hot sauce on them but nothing worked. so me stopping is the biggest deal ever. i got my first manicure yesterday! 

Allow me to introduce myself

So this may be my second blog entry, but i think i should let you know who your reading about.

My name is Blaire. I'm 20 years old... 21 in may. I attend university of maryland... i'm currently a junior. Ive always been a hugeeee UMD fan and i'm lucky enough to cheer for my school. I cheer football, mens and womens basketball: i do it because i love my terps, i love the girls, and because it is an honor to cheer D1. When im not cheering or doing my obligatory school work, I'm with my friends having an incredible time. I try to make a million memories now because life is short. I think im doing a pretty good job living... 

here is a silly video u all might enjoy: me and queen britt working it outtttt to her song cool comb: a studio43 production... the song lol not the video. the video is just us being dumb.

First Blog

Okayy so this is my first blog... I read chris cooley's blog every single day, so I figured it's time for me to create my own.

I hope that this is a fun and a good outlet for me. Ive never done this sorta thing before but i have a very active life to share with the world and hopefully this will prove to be fulfilling and entertaining for everyone. It's a new year, i'm on my new mac, so i just feel like i might as well take advantage of it. I got the new macbook... titatnium frame and all the bells and whistles. so far i just love to ichat... its sooo cool to be able to see my friends on my computer and talk to them. Brittany, Megan, and Britne all promised they will teach me the ropes because macs are sorta hard to get used to. Other than that I'm trying to find a place to live for next year so if anyone knows of anything good in college park HOLLLAR at me.

New Years was crazy by the way, we took a limo into baltimore for bopa's birthday: but somehow the girls and i never made it out... imagine that lol. so much fun though... since then ive been doing alot of laying around. I went to the studio with Brittany yesterday then its back to college park tonite to finalllly see lika, ashlea, and india again for boxed wine and a nice night. Im so lucky to have amazing friends.  

Thats all for tonite, I'm going to try to write as much as possible... so like everyday-ish!

All My Love

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